Safe to say I’ve been blessed in life, life has been easy. I’ve never had anything to really worry about. I’m attrctive, so I never had to deal with being self conscience & insecure. I never had to worry about healh (I haven’t even had a cavity yet). I never had to worry about money, parents spoiled me rotten. I never had the exhausting feeling of hate in my heart, I was raised blind to racism and bigotry. Yep, it’s been smooth sailing for your assclown Bulgingsnake.
BAM! My daughter is born…. We live in a galaxy so expansive that by the time light from a star hits us, the star is dead. And this is just our galaxy, there is a universe out there. My daughter isn’t even a spec in the universe, if she disappeared tomorrow, the planets and stars would keep on truckin on. In knowing how insignificant my daughter is the the universe, It still doesn’t give me piece of mind. I lay in bed every night making my self sick with the idea of something bad happening to her. Her smile melts my heart and ego. She owns me. If something happened to my little Cheddar Cheese, then game over man.
Disease, famine, War, asteroids, drug addiction, god being a dickhead — I tell myself that I can protect my little girl from these things, but unfortunately I’m only human.
Society couldn’t turn me into a cliche toolbag, my daughter sure did though. All I care about now is going to work and keeping my family warm and happy. And seeing my Little Nugget Of Joy light up when I walk through the door is beyond worth it.