Check out my tits

I’m pretty sure I’m going to have them surgically removed at some point in the not-too-distant future, along with certain internal reproductive organs that cause me nothing but grief.I have lived with symptoms of gender dysphoria my entire life, including but not limited to anorexia, compulsive exercising, skin-picking, hair-pulling, and other forms of self-harm.I currently manage these symptoms with a combination of cannabis (for chronic pain and anxiety), kombucha (for nutrition and to substitute for alcohol), intra-uterine implants (to eliminate periods), hair removal (so there’s nothing to pull), and avoiding traditional bras or makeup except when I’m performing (to reduce skin irritation).However, this is not enough. I still fidget constantly from Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and generally feel like an alien inhabitant in my own body, which aggravates my mental health issues. This is why I am considering more aggressive measures, such as low-dose testosterone (I don’t need any more hair to remove) and/or plastic surgery.Feel free to make lots of witty jokes and comments about this. I probably won’t read very many of them, because I’ll be too busy installing a bidet on my toilet.